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Weight Loss Surgery or Death
The original name of this blog was Weight Loss Surgery or Death - One Man’s Journey from Morbid Obesity to a New Life. While I do plan on talking about my Morbid Obesity the focus of the blog has changed some. See "About My Journey Page" in the About Menu for more information.
Category Archives: Depression
Grandma Apartment
Spent most of the day helping cleaning out my Grandmothers apartment. See passed away a few weeks ago of cancer. The emotions of today have me feeling a little down today.
Posted in Anxiety, Depression, Family
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Happy Pills
Sometime ago my primary care doctor prescribed an antidepressant to me, but I stopped taking them after a few weeks. There were a few reasons why I stopped taking them. The first being that they made me feel real drowsy, … Continue reading
Panic Attack
I just had a bad dream the lead to a full panic attack. To make things worse I have a cold and my nose is stuffed making it even harder to breath. I have to get this shit out of … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety, Depression, Panic Attack, Sleeping Problems, Stress
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Lots of bad dreams last night
I have been having bad dreams for several weeks that having been making it very difficult for me to sleep, but last night was real bad. While most of the dreams have faded from memory my anxiety level is still high … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety, Depression, Health Problems, Sleeping Problems
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Nightmare of a year comes to and end!!!
I have not posted a lot the last few months, partly because my nightmare of a year just kept getting worse. The nightmare finally came to a climax last week when both my friends mom Olga, who I had become … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety, Depression, Family, Friends, My Journey
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I am the cheese…
While I live in a house full of people, I am realizing that I am now that I am the cheese. The farmer in the dell The farmer in the dell Hi-ho, the derry-o The farmer in the dell The … Continue reading
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Olga passed today :(
My good friend Olga passed today from cancer. I will really miss her!!!
Posted in Depression, Family, Friends
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Lot to do this Weekend
I have a real lot work to get done this weekend for school, including two papers that need to be submitted electronically by midnight on Sunday. I am just finding very hard to get motivated to work on them. I guess the main … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety, Depression, School
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Where is a train when you need one?
I have only been home for a short time and I am very tired from today. To make things worse I am also feeling really depressed. I know why I feel depressed, partly because I feel a little used, but … Continue reading
Posted in Depression, Stress
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Good Morning Internet
I have not posted in a few days, mostly because I have had a lot of things going on and just did not have much time to sit down and use the computer, but also because I have been incredibly tired this … Continue reading
Posted in Depression, General Health Problems
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