I just got home from running with Jenny this morning and I am going to try and get a little more studying in before going over for my surgery, maybe a little Cryptography will get my mind of the surgery (class is on Cryptography). Jenny’s little girl is sick so I am going to find someone else who can take me over to the doctor.
Jenny just went back to her appointment and I am waiting for her in a very crowed waiting room. The room is maybe 25×10 with 21 people in it and only 14 chairs.
Well my pain meds are really starting to kick in now and I am becoming very tired and my speech is a little off. Which apparently is very noticeable, because I just had a guy who did not have a seat say to me “you fucking drunk why don’t you go sleep it off some where else.”
Okay guy I am sorry you don’t have a seat, but I was not asleep and I don’t even drink. Maybe if you were not an hour late and maybe you should live up to your responsibilities and you would not have been here in the first place.
I am sitting with Jenny waiting for her appointment and all of a sudden I started to get very light headed and I am finding it hard to visually focus.
Well at least I hope it is the meds, because the pain as not got any less at this point.
The pain level has come down a little in the last 45min, so I am going to attempt to do a little studying this morning. I don’t have much time because I am going with Jenny to an appointment she has this morning. She is also going to take me to the doctors office later today.
I did not get much sleep last night, but in a way I am looking forward to the night being over. My tooth pain is worse when I am in bed, which I don’t under stand.
My dental surgery is today at 2:45pm and I am actually getting really nervous about it. I was nervous about lasts weeks surgery too, but in that case it was not about the process itself, but that the side effect would keep me from getting my class project done.
My nervousness today is in part about school still, after all I have finals Thursday, but this time it is mostly about the process itself. All I can think about is what if they can get me numb again, will they be able to get the tooth out.
I am also really worried about the cost. I don’t have insurance and I have been told that this will be very expensive.
My tooth is hurting so bad tonight that the pain goes all the way up the side of my face. Even my ear is killing me. Sadly while the doctor did refill my pain meds they are really not doing much tonight other than making it hard for me to study for my finals.
Surgery is tomorrow afternoon. I really hope it goes well and this pain goes away quickly.
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I was really hoping to sleep in a little this morning. I was not looking for a lot of time, maybe 8am. After all I went to bed at one, I knew I would not get a lot of sleep will the pain I am in, and I have not had a goodnight sleep in a long time. So what the hell. All that said it is not even 6am, I am awake and there is no possible was I am getting back to sleep with my tooth pain.
In fact the pain is so bad at the momet the I can’t even touch the left side of my face. God I hope I can study for my final!!
I have been going nonstop all day today, so I really have not had anytime to post to the BLOG. I woke up early with a bad dream so I decided to go ahead and start working on my class project which I compleated my Class Project around 9:30pm tonight.
Today I also went a meet with an old Professor from my undergrand who has become a friend. He wanted to barrow my 4G mobile hotsot for a trip. I have not been using it much lately so I had no problem with him using it. Sadly it did not even make it back home before he lost it on a Metra train going in to Chicago. It is going to cost me almost $200 to replace it.
The good thing is that while my tooth pain has been very bad today and I found it almost impossible to eat, I had a very productive say. I even got a lot of prep work done so I can spend tomorrow cramming for finals.
Sadly I am out of pain meds so the next few days could be real bad.
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While I have been having a lot of very strange dreams the lat few days, which always happens when I am on strong pain meds. I just had the first real bad dream I have had in over a week. The dream is already starting to fade, but I bad enough that I woke up shaking.
The worse this is now that I am awake I don’t think there is a chance in hell that I am going to get back to sleep, because my pain had returned to the extreme level. And I really can do much about it because I know I only have two pills left and they need to last me three days.
I am done with my the paper part of my final project. I still have a PowerPoint presentation to get done, but the project is not due until tomorrow night and it will not take me very long to do the presentation.
I just don’t know if I should start it now or wait until morning. I am in so much pain and I am visually finding it hard to focus right now, but I can’t go to bed for an hour (need to take my meds again) so I guess I will start it.
