I am currently sitting in a parking lot with my dad waiting for Clara’s bus from her work to arrive. I have been doing really well emotionally the last week, but a few moments ago, I broke down again. I really miss Sonya. I love you, My Little Butterfly.
The last few days I have had almost no sleep because I am having major anxiety issues. What makes it worse is that I no longer have anyone in my life to talk to about things and that the anxiety I am currently experiencing is because the person I used to talk to is no […]
Sorry, I have no idea why I recorded this vertically.
My mom passed overnight. She will be greatly missed by so many, but she is no longer in pain. This is the worse year of my life it is just one f’ing nightmare after another.
I need to find a way to get past the overwhelming moments of anxiety and grief I am having every day. They are ripping me apart inside. It has been impossible for me to study. I can’t even complete simple everyday tasks.
I will never understand why God would take someone so young. I will never understand why God would take someone so sweet and kind. I will never stop loving you.
I’m feeling down at the moment. No one that I tried to call to wish Merry Christmas even took my phone calls. They just went to voice mail. I hate this holiday.