Yesterday was a very emotional day. I had to take Clara to the doctor for the first time since her mom past. Having to update Clara files to list her mom as deceased and add Tonya and I on as her guardians hit Clara extremely hard. I knew I was going to need to make the changes and I wanted to do it behind her back, but the register called her over.

This morning was not any better because as of today Sonya has been gone for one month. Which both feels like it can’t have been that long, and it must be longer at the same time.

However, tonight Clara and I had a good time. We set up her new computer, we watched MHS The Wiz from my freshman year, and we just talked. I really love the kid and I would give her the world if I could.