I am really missing Sonya today. This is the first time in 13 years I will not see her on my birthday.

I large piece of my heart is now in heaven. I really miss you, Sonya.

Please consider giving to the GoFundMe we have setup for Sofia (Sonya)’s daughter Clara. https://gofund.me/e1bc747b

I have been really missing Sonya the last few days. I even broke down yesterday afternoon and cried for the first time in about a week. I think a lot of it has been that I have been really worried about Clara’s future. I have also been trying to arrange to have Sonya’s car shipped […]

Yesterday was a very emotional day. I had to take Clara to the doctor for the first time since her mom past. Having to update Clara files to list her mom as deceased and add Tonya and I on as her guardians hit Clara extremely hard. I knew I was going to need to make […]

I don’t know why, but I have been waking up at 3 A.M. on the dot almost every night and I can’t figure this out why. On some nights I can get back to sleep normally after an hour or two, on other nights like last night I can’t. In fact, last night I had […]

I thought I was finally past the crying, but right now I have tears pouring down my cheeks. It not just missing Sonya it is also the fear I am going to lose Clara from my life too or that I will not be able to protect her. I don’t even know if Clara wants […]

I just realized there are no photos of Sonya, Clara, and I. I really miss you My Little Butterfly.

I just got home from the funeral, and I really don’t have the ability to write anything right now. I will just say that I was amazed by the number of people who came and that this was the worst night of my life. I love you My Little Butterfly and I know you know […]