Update: I’m not sure what happened, but I had to re-upload this video.
I am currently sitting in a parking lot with my dad waiting for Clara’s bus from her work to arrive. I have been doing really well emotionally the last week, but a few moments ago, I broke down again. I really miss Sonya. I love you, My Little Butterfly.
Sorry the video comes to such an abruptly end. My dad opened the door to the van, which startled me a little, and I bumped the stop button. I have tried all day to re-record the video or record a second part, but I decided I had said almost everything I was ready to say […]
When I went to bed last night, I was sure that I would finally get some sleep, because a lot of the stress I have been under finally had some relief. Boy, was I mistaken. It took me hours to get to sleep and then I woke up at 3am and could not turn off […]
The last few days I have had almost no sleep because I am having major anxiety issues. What makes it worse is that I no longer have anyone in my life to talk to about things and that the anxiety I am currently experiencing is because the person I used to talk to is no […]
I am extremely tired this morning and a bit emotional. Between pain in my right knee and a bit of stress I hardly slept last night and then while standing on my front porch this morning I just started to tear up. However, I am not going to let things get me down today. I […]
Sorry, I have no idea why I recorded this vertically.