Sorry the video comes to such an abruptly end. My dad opened the door to the van, which startled me a little, and I bumped the stop button. I have tried all day to re-record the video or record a second part, but I decided I had said almost everything I was ready to say […]
When I went to bed last night, I was sure that I would finally get some sleep, because a lot of the stress I have been under finally had some relief. Boy, was I mistaken. It took me hours to get to sleep and then I woke up at 3am and could not turn off […]
The last few days I have had almost no sleep because I am having major anxiety issues. What makes it worse is that I no longer have anyone in my life to talk to about things and that the anxiety I am currently experiencing is because the person I used to talk to is no […]
I am extremely tired this morning and a bit emotional. Between pain in my right knee and a bit of stress I hardly slept last night and then while standing on my front porch this morning I just started to tear up. However, I am not going to let things get me down today. I […]
Sorry, I have no idea why I recorded this vertically.
My mom passed overnight. She will be greatly missed by so many, but she is no longer in pain. This is the worse year of my life it is just one f’ing nightmare after another.
I need to find a way to get past the overwhelming moments of anxiety and grief I am having every day. They are ripping me apart inside. It has been impossible for me to study. I can’t even complete simple everyday tasks.