Category: Grief
212 Days – 😪🦋
Update: I’m not sure what happened, but I had to re-upload this video.
Temporary custody of the minor is granted to …..
Sorry the video comes to such an abruptly end. My dad opened the door to the van, which startled me a little, and I bumped the stop button. I have tried all day to re-record the video or record a second part, but I decided I had said almost everything I was ready to say […]
Really Stressed
The last few days I have had almost no sleep because I am having major anxiety issues. What makes it worse is that I no longer have anyone in my life to talk to about things and that the anxiety I am currently experiencing is because the person I used to talk to is no […]
Another Shitty Night
I am extremely tired this morning and a bit emotional. Between pain in my right knee and a bit of stress I hardly slept last night and then while standing on my front porch this morning I just started to tear up. However, I am not going to let things get me down today. I […]
Feeling a lot better emotionally
Sorry, I have no idea why I recorded this vertically.
Miss You Mom 💕
My mom’s Obituary https://www.kristanfuneralhome.com/obituary/susan-torbeck
Mom Update
My mom passed overnight. She will be greatly missed by so many, but she is no longer in pain. This is the worse year of my life it is just one f’ing nightmare after another.
Ripping Me Apart
I need to find a way to get past the overwhelming moments of anxiety and grief I am having every day. They are ripping me apart inside. It has been impossible for me to study. I can’t even complete simple everyday tasks.