I love you Sonya

Update: I knew today was going to be difficult, but it was a lot more difficult than I thought. Most of the day was more anxiety than depression or sadness, but since coming home from the service I have really been sad to the level of being numb. All I want to do is turn off the lights and climb in bed and cry.


I have not posted in a while because I have been overwhelmed with everything that has happened this year. However, this is going to change. I need to gain better control of my life and this blog will help me focus.

Thanks Jenny

Jenny sent me this the other day. I really did not think that there was a photo of Sonya, Clara, and I. Okay so it is not the best photo. It is from a few years ago and I was in the hospital after almost dying from a septic infection, but I am still glad Jenny found the photo. Thanks Jenny.

My Mom’s Health

I just got a call from my dad. My brother James and him are visiting my mom at the hospital. He called to tell me her health has had a bad turn for the worse. She has been fighting health issues for over ten years and I really hope she pulls through again, but I am really worried this she may not.

Sonya’s Car

We have now been trying for months now to get Sonya’s car from Orlando. This process has been a total nightmare. People who promised to help but just blew off appointments to pick up the keys from the Orlando Sharif evidence department, others canceled their trips. Every plan just keeps falling through. We have now reached a hard deadline. If we don’t get the car picked up in the next few days, it will be towed.

So today another friend is schedled to pick up the keys at 3pm. He is going to drive the car back to Illinois. I am praying this plan works.

UPDATE: He has the car. It should be back in Illinois in a few days.